Building

INNER LIFT

You can be anything

You can do anything

Dedicate yourself

Let the dream ignite you

And the pain drive your purpose

You find meaning where you look

One would say even create

You can be anything

You can do anything

Build confidence in you

Commit in your mind

And your determination

Will you get you anywhere

I’m an ordinary girl

Who’s crazy about life

Have a pure heart

Yearning for the deepest love

The pure emotion

In the vulnerable details

And the fascinating story

REBIRTH YOU

Used to walking with my head down

I’m tired of feeling this way

Thought I was doomed until I made a decision

A decision to remain true to me

This world won’t see it coming

Fading into places, blurring out all these faces, drowning out the noise

What they say concerns me no more

Inviting the love from within

I’ve walked through the flames

Until the ashes have fallen and the sunrise glows on the horizon

Hatching from my cocoon, the time’s right

Chaotic living, not fit for me

Shedding my skin, I renew my energy

I’m prepared to lose it all

Just to get to where i belong

I spread my wings

Emerge with beauty and grace

Emerge with beauty and grace

Heading toward that fresh start

I’ll be feeling weightless

Soaring through the wreckage

Gliding across the storm

Emerge with beauty and grace

Emerge with beauty and grace

Born from broken glass

I’ve killed the old me, don’t let my past define me

Picked the pieces up one by one

Here marks the rebirth of a new angel

Emerge with beauty and grace

Emerge with beauty and grace

TO THE STARS

Reaching higher and higher and higher

Reaching higher and higher and higher

Higher and higher, here I come

So close to the stars

I can almost grab them

Elevating to the clouds

Through time and space

Mind traveling across galaxies

I’d never stay in one place

My light shines brighter

When I heighten the experience

I’m here to see how high I go

Reaching higher and higher and higher

Reaching higher and higher and higher

I can’t be still, my will won’t allow it

Those who crossed paths with me

Wouldn’t recognize the girl they met

Yeah, you’ll catch me moving through time and space

Reaching higher and higher and higher

Reaching higher and higher and higher

I always knew I wouldn’t remain the same

Stuck in one moment of time

Here we will rise

Transcending through a lifetime

After all, you’ll never touch the stars if you don’t reach

This ascension is yours, take it

We stand for better than this

Reaching higher and higher and higher

Reaching higher and higher and higher

There’s never been a glass ceiling above me

Only my own mind’s imagined limiting

ON MY OWN

Searching around

For the love of another

I need the connection

I share vulnerabilities

My personal experience

Has shown people leave

Pushing past anxieties

I pick up the pieces

And carry on my own

Carry (On my own)

All on my own (on my own)

All on my own (on my own)

Yet I continue to trust

Even if it could hurt

I have a heart that must

Seek out you

Conversations on the surface

These temporary vices

Can’t quench my thirst

For a feeling of magnificent hues

Until the day comes

When I meet you

I pick up the pieces

And carry on my own

Carry (On my own)

All on my own (on my own)

All on my own (on my own)

AUTHOR

When you see it,

Don’t think you’d believe it

The rabbit hole feigned

A whole existence of Kings,

Rings, Things, with problems

We created a dismiss of a vision

So consumed with prevision

Bring me the Odin

For the people have honed in

On the premise of the story

Having faith one day it is seen

That we are the oracular of geniosity

With our own story to scripture

ART

I’ve been breaking the silence

Pour out this heaviness on my heart

Hear the alarm of the sirens

This world had once torn me apart

Yeah, I pick it up slowly

Visions of future muse my art

This passion pursues me

Where I can embody me wholly

Ohhhh there is no fear in souvenir

Of the troubles painted inside

Ohhhh deliver me wiser

The artist shares a vivid display

Say, what are we doing here

Ahh-ooh-ahh, I’m gonna take another route

No I can’t be a mainstreamer

Happily existing outside quotas

Witness to a constant ruse

The planet’s shortening fuse

Holding nature under a steamer

Frying our very essence of the core

Generations of tomorrow

No way out, no way out

Aaahh, aaaaaahhhhh, ahhhhahhhahaa

Breaking past barriers, the loss of biota

Of this rare terrestrial

ABSENT MENTALITY (MIND?)

You can label me rightie supremist or little blue snowflake

Am I a nazi or communist

You can define my weakness and strengths

If you need another shot, fire away

You think you know me as we’re full of assumptions

You think you own me (own me)

You’ll be sad to know I have no mentalities holding me down

(holding me down)

If you are struck by these messages

Then it’s high time to reflect on the personal

To force the fear of letting go

This is how you find the self

If you can’t handle it then you’ll remain the same

You think you know me as we’re full of assumptions

You think you own me (own me)

You’ll be sad to know I have no mentalities holding me down

(holding me down)

Having trouble with identity, well maybe that’s the trick

To relinquish all connotations of human constructions

You’d be surprised to know how much baggage your associations hide

You think you know me as we’re full of assumptions

You think you own me (own me)

You’ll be sad to know I have no mentalities holding me down

(holding me down)

The world wants your touch

The earth needs your reach

Seemingly minimize all that’s out of your control

When one has to recognize

They ain’t gotta be too much

Focus on the power

Don’t be afraid to engage your mind

Just a sign of the times

Up the scraper we will arise

As a goddamn force of nature

To be seen a freedom pleasure

Disheartened by the illusion

Misguided by the confusion

WEEPING WATERS

Underwater chemical bomb

A tidal wave of inertia

Risen from underground unknown

Swimming to love’s womb

In the heart of the sea

Seeping love (love is kind)

Seeping love (love is kind)

Break free from tradition

Ripping past hateful generations

Rippling action of sensing

Caught in whirlpools of apathy

Affecting humanities parched

To the brink of extinction

Hardly broken through

Kindness comes (it’ll come)

Kindness comes (it’ll come)

Kindness comes (it’ll come)

We the people cast-away

In the riptide of illusion

This is reality revolution

Keen on tsunamis of emotion

A motion so intricately flowing

Anonymous to its existence

Until our reflection matches

The deeply intertwined youth

Youth of tomorrow (on their way)

Youth of tomorrow (on their way)

Youth of tomorrow (on their way)

Tomorrow can no longer wake

Until we speak truth in the waves

Skin crawling of pathogenics

Can’t believe the experience

Don’t accept the disease

Echoed through underwater currents

From the real sinking of seas (you see it?)

ANYTHING, EVERYTHING / BE ALL

I can do anything I want to

I can do anything I wish to

I can be anything I wish to

I can play as anyone I’d like to

Never catch me slowing down

Can’t glimpse the switch

Anytime I feel to

Anytime I feel to

Whenever, wherever

Aren’t we all trying to portray

The who we want the world to approve

Is to be abused

As the ego, who they see and

What is real can never match up

We can be whoever, whenever

And feel whatever, whenever

Toss out the limitations

In this chanced existence

As how the time rolls

Does not determine the who

You’ve been searching for

You see time brings

All the unknowns of tomorrow

The future is at the forefront

Of my anxious mind

See I don’t need to be anything

Or I can be everything I want to be

Oh, maybe my development’s delayed

Am I borderline, traumatized, autistic, psychic, artistic

Or maybe just psychotic

See I don’t care anymore

I am freeeeeeee (freeeee)

I am free (freee)

So freeeee (free)

Don’t stop now

We will be free

On behalf of species

This is the plea of a nation

To explore all things imagination

WARP SPEED/GODSPEED

I’ll be in overdrive for the rest of my life

High on some override

We prevail through might and rife

Oh, can you hear me

Oh, can you hear me

Feelings and thoughts come and go as weather

Storms rage, disaster strikes, pieces rot

We know that we can make this better

Living are the seeds resting in earth’s embrace

Water, soil and light as nutrients

Distractions are pests and weeds

We are forces growing to abundance

Oh, can you feel me

Oh, will you find me

We discover the roots

We grasp and withstand

Once we find our routes

We share ascension in unison

Is it not a matter of time

When we crack the code of existence

Solving as one the meaning of human

Are we really free when we can’t get oxygen from the air that we breathe

Letting creativity flow

Throughout the mind of possibility

So I have been born a sinner

Can’t we all simply exist

Can’t we… be alive

Can’t we… be life

When will we… be freed

GAME OVER

this is a game of hide and seek

blend in, don't let them see you

run, don't let them catch you

into the trees i take refuge in

Come gather round now

I’m learning to embrace

Being shut off from the game

I no longer play

It’s apparent I can’t really fit in

The harder I swim (I swim, I swim)

The farther out I feel (I feel, I feel) turbulence?

So I cling to my floats

And enjoy the ride

See we live in a world

Which is out to get you

With each move you lose

Your tactics don’t seem to ever work

You swim you will sink

There is no search team

Coming to save you

I’m learning to embrace

Being shut off from the game

I no longer play

No longer play

No longer, no longer

If you feel your game is over

You pack up your bags

And go start anew

Yes I’m here to change

This narrative called life

No this contest was not designed

With your wellbeing in mind

You press one button and the

Whole server crashes on behalf

Of the victims caught up in the hell

Each one of us is a pawn in

feeling like I'm blind

can't see two steps in front of me

See there is no ground to stand on

Learning to embrace

Being shut off from the game

I no longer play

No longer play

No longer, no longer

Finding my new powers

I will code alternate graphics

This simulation is running out of time

Embracing the exile we call life

I no longer play

No longer play

No longer, no longer

Together we create

Any game we wish to slay

Find a fresh escape

For all to win

This simulation is a ticking time bomb

You can leave any day

For there is no free play

don't stop now, we're headed for the final round

I’m socially inappropriate

No I don’t act usually

My writing is the

Pain inside these walls

TRANSITION

It’s only a matter of time, a matter of time

This road I have traversed alone

Been an observer for too long

Through the darkness I can prevail

Paradise comes, freedom hail

My purpose, my salvation, my home

The path grew thick, weeded by disease

Done with hiding, I will make this my own

This earth needs healing, we need release

It’s only a matter of time, a matter of time

A little more patience, we have the keys

To unlock the potential this world offers

Guided by a dream, for we can succeed

Accept the mission, heed the proffer

This is my nature found at the roots

Digging my own grave until I found you

INFINITE/LOST SELF/STARDOM/I BURN/REBORN AGAIN

I just lost myself, again

Falling through the highs

Rising through the lows

We don’t have to cover

Paint our faces

Wearing all black

Because we’re insecure

No see I’ve walked

Through the fire

I’m ready to shine

All the way to the top

All the way, hey, hey

All the way, hey, hey

Life is about you

I just lost myself, again

Falling through the highs

Rising through the lows

What a beautiful contradiction

You could be the star

Of your own show

Watching through a

Cinematic lens, darling

I’m ready to shine

All the way to the top

All the way, hey, hey

All the way, hey, hey

Ooooh, I run my game

I’m ready to shine

All the way to the top

All the way, hey, hey

I carry all four elements

I only use fire when there's a bridge needs burning

To stops the troops from marching forward

Can't see where I'm going

Can't get my head wrapped around myself

Just because we don't think like you doesn't mean we're not 

Stomp on my flowers cause I'm different now

Stifle my voice cause I'm powerfuuuuul

An sicko crawling, don't be such a ghoul 

underdogs coming out on top

tides are turning for the underdogs

give me the space to spread my wings

I've outgrown my surroundings 

been staying cozy in my nest

too bad it's disintegrating from under me

stretch these muscles out 

I need room feeling claustrophobic

sleeping on myself for far too long 

shedding these fluffy downs 

to grow plumage as an array of colors

freedom tastes sweeter if all you've known is a cage

watch me flash my feathers like the Phoenix I've always been

Psycho FREEK

Parriah in my own right 

Don't come 'round here acting like I'm the crazy one

It's everyone else who's crazy

I don't play the rules the same way

I was written for the poetry

Composed for the tune

Let your color shine through

What a time to be alive

And what a beautiful world

All the sadness and the dying

All the madness and the crying

We got starvation of the nations

Suffering, domination and obliteration

Corruption is rampant

The people are on a quest to repaint

Our reality of a whole nation

For earth is the seed

Springing all life

To action we will succeed

On a mission of rife to

The ones lying in disguise

To what is right

In a chaotic world we will fight

She is a dragon who breathes flames and exhales smoke

TREASURE PART 1

I am but a name

My legend has no ties

Representing so untouched

Insanity unreached

Used to be so uncertain

Now I’ve found the treasure in me

(Treasure in me)

(Treasure is in me)

All I need is in me

As it’s been all along

Dug it out and grabbed the key

Took my time to

Unlock the chest

Of eternal love

A lasting impression

I’d be lost in script if I had stayed

What I was

One I didn’t write

Now listen closely

We’re each in a trance, might as well

Be in one we don’t ever want to leave

Psychosis haunting the masses of minds

This is not our reality

Conquering the curses I set out for myself

Entrenched in the darkest pits of memories

Endless realities can occur

And we are the choosers of our time

Precedence over life is manipulating space

I’m reaping this treasure inside me

(Treasure in me)

(Treasure is in me)

Was I meant to lose my mind forever?

Forever a floater in time

I observe this space in line

Whispering revelations so unspoken you

Have no choice but to need

This trust you will heed

Be certain these treasures lie within you

TREASURE PART 2

Not only am I dreaming

But I’m a waymaker, frontierwoman,

A visionary and most keen on doing

In fact quite a realist stuck in

Mental space full of possibilities

Trust in knowing I am the creator

I wish to be

Words of Disney “If your heart is in

Your dream, no request is too extreme”

If I couldn’t dream there’d be no tomorrow

Everything around me is the reflection of me

The treasure is creating

The treasure inside of me

(Treasure is inside me)

(In me)

(Treasure is inside me)

(In us all)

Believing for the change I wish to foresee

Bleeding love pouring out of the mind

In hopes to speak to you

Tripping in other realities

I have chosen the path right before me

Here leaving the spaces out

Experiencing the feelings for timelessly

If I’m crazy then I know I can

Be the change I wish to see

A wish in a world so lost in the story that came to be

Searching for the conscious in other timelines

Of the unknown we can only reach so far

Our presence fleeting

If today was the last would we be proud?

Or could we say we were ever fulfilled

Let this entrance you

Let the light into you

You’ve built a gold unto you

Buried in the depths of the psyche

The treasure hides within

(The treasure is in me)

(Is in you)

(Is in us)

We are pirates who take what we want

Expect the finer parts of life

Experiencing the wealth

And the richness of what living can be

Now I’ve found the treasure inside

(Treasure inside of me)

(The treasure is in you)

(The treasure is in us)

This is your life

Own that shit

It’s already yours

THE SEARCH

Can anyone find me?

I’m lost in a time machine

Nobody can find me

These feelings leave me crippling

Can anyone feel me

Please love me long

The depths of passion

Melt into the flesh of

Two bodies, the minds of both souls

And the heart of one

Everywhere I turn I feel I’m stumbling

Searching for a cure I may never find

REUNION

Is there a way to find you

 Save me from my own many plans

 Far and wide I will travel

 To feel union with you

 Don't make me wait much longer

 My ache for you still stands

 The love we share lifts me higher

 Our differences don't really matter

 Far and wide I will travel

 To feel union with you

 Is there a way to find you

 Save me from my own many plans

 Embrace me and place your heart to mine

 Don't pretend you don't see it too

 Far and wide I will travel

 To feel union with you

 Don't make me wait much longer

 My ache for you still stands 

Our souls locked when time did stop

 My mind never leaves the image of you

 Far and wide I will travel

 To feel union with you

 To feel union with you

 To feel... you 

S E L F - L O V E, U N D E R S T A N D I N G  &  P O W E R

The artist's role is to connect

To explore maps and trace dots

I went too far out from the island

Too much for me to handle at the time

But I came back and learned many lessons in the process

Someone had to do it

I volunteered as

An innate curious explorer

*****Come rock me like a baby

I want to make you crazy boy

Don’t think you’ll ever leave me

I know that you’re the sacred type

*****I’m an ordinary girl

Who’s crazy about life

Have a pure heart

I yearn the deepest love

The pure emotion

In the vulnerable details

And the fascinating story

*****This is the only life you have to be

And I would never want much more

I don’t care if it’s all an illusion

If it’s all in my head, if it’s all fabricated by the mind

If it’s all

I’m about to go for a ride

They all existed for you

I didn’t see how all the signs

Led me straight to here

The grandest plan 

I see you everywhere I go

Glimpses peer 

The stars burn for you

Saturn yearns for you

*****I’M GONNA MAKE YOU LISTEN

I’M GONNA MAKE YOU ALL LISTEN

I’M GONNA SHINE MY LIGHT

FORCE MY ESSENCE THROUGH YOU

GONNA MAKE YOU FEEL ME, DO YOU?

HARNESS MY POWER

FEELING THAT MERGENCE

PEEL BACK THAT CURTAIN

LET THEM GAWK AND..

TELL MY STORY

*****Embers flashing

As the ashes burn away 

Wind is soaring

Muffled roaring

Flickering and winding

There’s a knocking at the window

We can become the star

Which burns forever

Firebomb and..

Self implosion, keep me cracking

I’m bursting at the seams

Scattered vision

Starry-eyed infusion

Don’t need no supervision

Watch us unhinging

From the chained imprison

Rule invoking

You rile me up

*****A freak in my own home

Like a fish out of water

Flopping on land

I’m a she devil

Aggressive and benevolent

Passively magnificent

Grabbing my shovel

Been on the hunt

Digging it to the ground

Look what she’s found

This is me

Lift off the mask

See the beauty of the

Yeah, I’m throwing out the towel

Investigating, yes I’m on the prowl

Toss it in the trash

This ain’t no easy task

Removing my costume

Leave it at the door

You can leave me

No there’s no replacing me

And I don’t plan on stopping

Here I am

She is freeeee

*****The beauty under the skin

Shedding what’s hidden within

Let your layers shine through

Let those layers come peaking through

So we can get a glimpse of YOU

I see your words of affirmation

I know how you need reassurance

You wanted to be lifted up

Choose to look out

Close to the sun

Beyond eager horizons

Dream a dream with me

Before it’s gone

We can seed a city…

*****Let it leak

From a faucet

Let it drip

A slow snowfall

Swim in my divine

And you’ll taste what heaven’s like

Imagine living in the world you want to see

Envision the magic as it is already happening

Right before yours, unfolding to higher realities

Alienated from my godforsaken home

To be known as everything and become nothing

Fucking break me open

I’m going to remain as pure as the earth before humankind.

The empress, the disenchantress of your

Huntress, duchess, still not a princess

***Hindsight

I guess that’s why 

they call it hindsight 2020

The past never defined us

Revolutionary war of limits or 

***The Stars Sing for You

Lit by your shine

Delirious and high

***Don’t let the schemers inside 

So they can stir your 

I got a ruse for you

Muse

Amuse

Let me riddle you

***Got my eyes on, check

Walk in the darkness

Beaten by the damned

Broken by the madness

Come closer

She’s waiting for you

Ask for what you want

Get what you want

Take what you want

You’re a dangerous woman

They can’t ever hold you down

Such a dangerous girl

Living in a heinous world

You can see it in her eyes

The hunger for survival

***I’m different, I’m eccentric, a little bit hectic

Change the world with art

Enter the vessel of my human spirit

You’ll see inside a mind of the vision

Traverse along to taste how far

Otherworldy apprehension

With solutions of a heart

I want a world filled with laughter

One where everyone can live happily ever after

***It’s how you move, it’s how you groove

With all of your flaws, despite all the laws

IN MY FLOW

Look at her glow

Body flowing

In her eternalness

Can't be bothered

I work best when

alone and unbothered

Take no offense

It’s completely personal

I take full responsibility

I just know me best

I can feel it hovering

See it floating 

Never really solo

Boredom 

Never stressed, 

Always blessed and at rest

In my mental space

Chilling with the best

She’s attaining her

Freedom

Don’t choose to 

Believe in anyone

She’s attaining her 

Freedom

Look at her glow

Body flowing

In her eternalness

THE VEIL

Am I dreaming, let me know

Tell me now, tell me now

And I 

When will the veil be lifted

Soon, soon, soon 

Thinking, wondering, pondering

My perception makes me question

The quiet one in the back row

Dripping since my conception

THE WINNER

You say I’m unremarkable

Rather, unforgettable

Irreplaceable

Irresistible

THE

Don’t you apologize

For doing/being as you are

In every sense of meaning

No matter the size to be

We’re just moving in higher speeds

On the quest to harmonize

To humanize the scene, oooohhh

I invite you to

Come make believe with me

No apology beats the

Beauty of theeeeeeeee

Planting our seeds

Our power to unionize

Talking in your skin

But do you feel its inhabiting

Rowing fields but is there any growing

Sleeping in reversed contusions

Walking but not standing

We say enough about it

We’ve heard this, seen this, been this

Knowing all the risks once placed on us

Learning from all the fools that came before us

Stretching from outdated intrusions

Fore we cannot grow in old clothes

The children of our past 

Looking for believers

No apology beats the

Beauty of theeeeeeeeee

Embodying

Granted in the freedom

Our ancestors gifted us

Leaning over cliffs

I acknowledge this

The point is for playing

No mistake in what I’m saying

No apology beats the

Beauty of theeeeeeeeee

You’re the

One and Only ‘I’

The beauty that I’m seeing

The beauty that is

THE 2

Don’t you apologize

For chasing the

In every sense of meaning

I may be move in high speeds

Though I feel I’m moseying along

No matter the size to be

We are on the quest to harmonize

To humanize the scene

Come make believe with me

Planting the seeds

Our power to unionize

Talking in your skin

But do you feel it’s inhabitation

Rowing fields but is there any growing

No apology beats

The beauty of theeeeeeeee

Sleeping in reverse allusions

Walking but not actually standing

We say enough about it

Knowing all the rules before this

Learning from the fools before us

Stretching from outdated illusions

No apology beats

The beauty of theeeeeeeee

Radically spoken honesty

That’s what we live for, baby

THE 3

Take people on a journey

Traveling to magical cities

Of endless creativity

Saying farewell to my past

And hello to my childhood

A world born brand new

Emptying out fears I never seen there

Each and every day 

Settling and blossoming

I invite you to come make believe with me

The beauty of the is waiting 

Nothing beats theeeeeee

I entice you

ODDES

Bow down to the Oddes

Tell them what you need

Didn’t traverse this earth

Face your enemy

I’ve been through the dirt

I’ve been beaten and broken down

I’ve been stomped and trampled

Only the 'I' twists the handle

TRIP OF INFININCE

The force eats out the heart

Sucking away all the

Like a magnet holds

You find you can’t put it into words

FREEK WAVE

Don’t stand in our way

We’ll trample

A single drop could have you spinning

EXISTING TERRESTRIALS

We’re coming to take you away

Release you from this

As you travel farther away from lands

SNATCH IT

My manifesto

Obsessed a little much

Manifesting what I’m creating

Yellow, green, indigo

Shapes just move like

I’m not a part of a sovereign land

Priestess

Empress

Setting up the scene

This is my stage

Got all these faithers

Immobile to 

Sitting back listening for faint whispers

Hypocritical pervy 

Polluting more than 

Sitting back, stuffing bellies

Your whole lives built on division

Can’t see your humanity in any jurisdiction

Think your savior really gives a fuck about religion

DOMINION

Any authority over any life

Is oppressive in nature

Idolizing ones drinking from chalice

Glorifying the ones spilling gasoline

To divide, motives of malice

Springing the matches

Copying aesthetic and 

Left spinning in circles

What is your nature?

Where is your heart?

When can we thrive?

I’m not the same

Not here to please or

Buy into the schemes or

Or accept what seems well

Maybe I’m the one to blame

For the moment I ceased

Directions tilted and deeds

My soul’s been on lease

Rooted in sense and intellect

Weathering earth, cosmic heat

inferna due for rupture

Ignite the spark of Quasar

Far out I see, repainting scenes

Writing my style scripture

Til the end I am free, indeed

She dreamt of being of the star

So she became one 

DOMINION 2

Any authority over any life

Is oppressive in nature

What is your nature?

Where is your heart?

When can we thrive?

I’m not the same

Not here to please

Buy into the scheme