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Intro

Personal Story & Logical Effect

Tough for me. Feel very alone as a spiritual being in an old “paradigm” where humans are living in a lesser state of arousal & understanding.

ADHD (Focus & Attention, Distractions, Impulsive) & Autism (Emotional Disregulation)\

Hated college

New

Because I am so different I am called crazy. I am just trying to live my life and I am saying what needs to be said. I want to be bold. Courageous. Shocking. Awe-Inpiring.

I am good at what I do and I mean what I reflect and expose. I am an inverted society where everything is hanging on the outside. All the raw, dirty, confused, weird, senseless person with wacky decisions, emotions, and spiritism.

I just feel the need to semi- be a dick now. I am living in a culture which has completely left me behind and is unapologetically brutal to anyone who willingly or unwillingly does not conform or align with normal,

Maybe she’s too pretty. I think she’s overcompensating. I can't be friends with the popular crowd.

Or so the world tells me so.

I turn to unhealthy, body-destroying distractions and pleasures. Alcohol, weed, nicotine. Anything to numb the pain and the mind, or provide me temporary relief and mind-altering fun even if for a short time to find peace in effect if, in my experience, SOCIETY.

Commercials and conditioned beauty, happiness, status, life standard beliefs are being shoved in our faces all day, everyday. No wonder we all seem to hate ourselves and our lives.

Not to mention the shit we eat on a regular basis. We know what’s in our food. Or really, we don’t, that’s the problem

The FDA hasn’t banned

With a low enough percentage is used, manufacturer doesn’t have to state.

I’m not healthiest, honestly. I eat many toxic items for lack of funds, lack of willpower, impulse decision, etc. I definitely try to eat healthy and I may eat healthier than many of the “general” public. It pains me seeing how sick and controlled most of us are ….

There is no help for people like us. People who once fell under all these categories and standards. I cannot keep up with the crud. I want to be happy. Truly happy. I want to live in a world that really makes

I got tired of people and systems walking ALL over me.