(ED)Spiritual Awakening - May You Emerge From Your Cocoon As the Gracious Being You Are

They call it hermit mode, self-isolation, soul searching, whatever you feel fitting. This behavior leads to spiritual awakenings which may or may not be so different from one person to the next. It is an uncomfortable experience coated in fear to the unknown. When something in life is not working for us, like our friendships, family life, job, hobbies, or lifestyle, then we try something new because we are open to trying or listening. It does not mean we're gullible. It means we have trust in others and love for ourselves to want to be better and grow with our communities. We want independence and freedom of dominion. If we are to stay the same person our whole lives, what would we become if we actually chose to have

Being away to the self, alone for a great deal of your time for a period of your life allows you to remove yourself from everything you once knew, and be born anew as a higher quality, more polished character you were before. Your world may look very different. You may have a new perspective on yourself, relationships, circumstances, and possibilities.

As the butterfly hatches from it's cocoon in the spring, you are emerging as a beautiful, bright, iridescent butterfly who is going to play a large role in it's environment. You shape the shell, you make the shell, you transform internally. You grow the wings. You embody the butterfly. You are one of many, many components making up the entirety of our world, so how do you want to represent yourself and how much of an impact do you want to have? It is your decision.

I have a lot going on internally, which is scary to face sometimes when it comes to my feelings. I don't quite know how to describe what is happening inside my mind sometimes. There are repetitive thoughts, definitely. I try to limit them, but there is something telling me I need to take care of them and go all the way in there. I've faced many of my emotions but I have a lot of unresolved conflict even still.

This is why having a creative outlet which allows you to either focus on something else, or work out your issues. Why not both as long as you're living in your values? Why not only one you focus the majority of your time on? The point of being separate from the "other" for a while is to really find you and your passions, how you see yourself living life and why you are living. What is your purpose? What is your calling? What is your truest nature? Being uninfluenced by your surroundings for a while can put actual life into perspective because you have more time to process internally rather than trying to keep up with all the outside commotion.

I have been feeling like I'm not a human for quite some time, until I realized being 'human' in this world is frowned upon, unrecognizable or flat-out uncomfortable for others. Have you ever felt so out of place the world makes you question yourself? Well if you have ever felt anything like this, excluded from anything you are and want, then you are likely headed for a spiral of the spiritual awakening. It may seem like you're going down the spiral too fast at times because the soul is shedding and adapting to balance what you have and what the world needs. Your spiritual awakening takes you for a ride, you will feel like you're dying or going insane because you have lost all previous attachments and now have unlocked the door to and embody higher dimensions. Then suddenly, the movement boosts you upward and you feel it happening the whole way up. If you want constance in life, you will understand that this growth will take many years, but once you discover who you are and what you love, you will be thankful for the experience of ego death, nothingness, or severe loneliness because others do not quite 'get' you. If you can handle it, you can continue this journey for a lifetime. Having some of the best life experiences you ever thought possible because your are so.. connected. This is due to the fact you will be living the life of your dreams. You will be acting on a vision which you just know is possible for you. Then the need to work kicks in and you know dedicating yourself to what you've found, you will achieve anything you want, so long as it's a positive force. Allow yourself to create, brainstorm, and have fun. Quick chasing after false images and The universe is on your side. Allow the energy to flow into and through you as you set your sites on your mission. You and those who can help you will find each other when you need.

As one of the souls who can handle this intense journey, you will feel very alone, though you are on the leading edge of the collective human consciousness and experience. In other words, humans are evolving to use the better parts of our brain, but it takes reflection, work and problem-solving on our parts to influence the collective with the energies we carry ourselves and which is used for making ethical changes. You will know and see things which others don't. You will be intriguing, the odd-one-out, or straight up rejected by peers. This is okay, we are not meant to be the same as everyone else. The more strange looks you get the more you know you are living your best life.