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P A I N F U L   L O V E

STAR DUALITY

I wanna collide with you

Light up the space

Astro

Celestial

Truth of Existence

Be as Powerful

Nuclear Charged

You are Holy

You are Glowing

Hold our Bodies Close

We are Flowing

Come be one with me

I want you here by me

Every fiber of me

Quakes for your embrace

Supersonic Fission

Aim on the Fiber

With precision

Blast the Mirror

There’s no Missing

If I’ve fallen off the Wire

I’m always waiting for you

Come light up my sky

I’ll hold you down for good

I wanna

Give me the sweat

All those sweet vibrations

Taste every ounce of you

I know I got focused intention

Think any way you want

I want you, I need you

In every interpretation of

MUSERS

I’ve been looking for you for quite a while now

Been hiding, waiting for you to come ‘round

You’re glowing I can see you’re happy now

Been looking for you

For quite a while now

You’ve taken the path

Chosen to pave a road

Walking it on your own

Soon you’ll be levitating

Like a superhero telepath

Out to save the day

So strong you’ll feel

And right on cue

Right on cue

Right on cue

I muse with you

I muse with you

I muse with you

So mysterious and brand new

One of many wonder

To reach the ends

Of all I aspire

Creator of my inspire

I can’t help it

I need more

Craving depth and trust

FINISHED WITH YOU/ME + YOU

MELODY INSPIRATION: 

I’m so Tired - Fugazi

Asleep - The Smiths

TO: Me + You

Lying here 

In my own invisible pool

Lonely in my misery

Chains rubbing 

The cut stinging from contrasts

I don’t adore

Chain chafing my joints

Spots of black and blue

Still all I see is you

All the mirrors have cracked

The bridge sways

Switching up directions

Making me go dizzy

The earth rumbles

Fill me with doubt

My knees shake

The beating quakes

The towers fall

Eternally bleeding

Pouring from my veins

Won’t accept I’ve lost it all

Sad woman ...

I unveil all of me

My gift to you 

As.. As you’re..

You’re all I breathe

WHAT’S STOPPING US

Is it love?

It can’t be

Surely isn’t love

Here lies the issue

Of forbidden love

In a perfect world

With dreams of infinince

It’s not so hard

Hop on my ship

I’ll 

P U R E  P A I N

RELEASING EMOTIONS

Trapped in a bottle of emotions

Two shots in, how many more

Blacked out memories of past

Tumultuous feelings of seasons

Tearing apart my insides

Pain is my familiar friend

Want to make choices that last

The depths of my soul I explore

Opening gates, releasing these emotions

Flowing through the waves of time

Spotting cracks in the image

Reflected back in the mirror

A little girl, unable to hide

Your time is up, now’s your amends

Three shots and I’m in my altered state

Can’t save myself any longer

Never quite had it figured out

The spectrum of feelings only blends

Run out of options, this is for healing

Opening gates, releasing these emotions

Flowing through the waves of time

Fourth one in and there ain’t no slowing down now

Expunging the hate and terror

Before the demons consume me

A troubled soul in a soulless world

Lone wolf on a lonely earth

No amount of shallow conversation can save me

Never satisfied, always searching for more

Must I search for more or

Try to be content with settling

Open the gates, release sensations

As the monsters and hauntings

Escape the mind

Pour the demons from cages

They’ve been trapped in

This is releasing emotions

CHOOSE THIS

I’m tired of feeling like shit

I’m tired of sensing this shit

Exhausted with all the madness

Fed up with all this nay shit

Woke up and became the witness

I didn’t choose this

I had no choice

This is my very essence

Haven’t been understood

My brain, this worldview

Will terrify you

Moving so fast

I see it all

This is all

Always wanted to reach heights

Unbeknownst to man

Am I wrong

For being a human?

Think my life is fucked forever

I’m stuck like this

I can’t pull no trigger

I didn’t choose this

I had no choice

I made this my commitment

Can’t hear me, no spotting me

I don’t go to many places

I’m in the wind

Howling for change

Can’t leave my family

Living for all the faces

Of those whose suffering

Stares into my chest

I didn’t choose this

I had no choice

It chose me

FLOATING

Found myself floating with extraterresteries

Falling through the cosmologies

Whirling through holes of seismology

I can’t come back down to earth

Can’t stay on, I'm losing my gravity

Never again will I think I’m a curse

I’m done suppressing it, it’s my energy

My heart's in the ground

With my voice in my chest

While my mind’s on a vision

This is the only verse for me

Finding my footing on fresh beginnings

Don’t want us to fall while we’re landing

Been roaming foreign spaces for ages

We’ve traveled too far to lose ourselves now

Can’t waste time chatting and using

Here to plant with bare hands

A sturdier outline for foundation

The solution lets us see how

When we come to conclusions

We can globetrot 

My heart's in the ground

My voice is in my chest

My mind’s on a vision

There is no other verse

I’m seeing stars, yeah I’m 

I’ll choose crazy any day over 

The dull experience of plain sane 

On my parade you can’t even rain

We’ll be at the carnival 

Flying in on the rover

Just to hop on the coaster

And ride the next arrival

Flipping and thrashing all the way back home

Taking security in the permanent-illusion

Globetrotting

Ex-Stars

Do you sense it?

It’s calling the

Visionaries

HEAVY WATERS

Drowning in my sorrow

Mourning a side of me

I haven’t found in the shallows

Of screens or disguised finery

Without the beating of a

Sincere heart I feel hollow

Lost in my misery

Of missing you 

Unmatched melodies,

Camouflaged fury

Callous desires

Emergence of passion, fiery 

Ohhhh, what could’ve been

Wish me well 

Surrendered to your drum

Pumping the rhythm 

Of my fading bosom

Reach for you in my hums

The sound of you in

Ohhh, what could’ve been

If I’m wrong, make me sin

Wish me well

Wonder, awe, magic

FEAR

If you want to herd me in

I can’t be restrained

In any way, don’t entertain

With the hope to wrap my wings

Discard my dreams to fulfill your fantasy

My heart stretches farther than one

I get if that’s not your thing

There is nothing wrong with options

I know this is my time

Mastering every side of me

Brushing off my corners

As the answers evade me

Why comply to the time

A bleep of thought

Woven in the 

Alienified empress

To this mankind 

I am divine

Across nations surprise 

The flicker of the now

An aspect of a play

So intricately compilation

Everybody’s the pretty and the ugly

You make me insane and 

You’ve got the steep pockets

I’ve got the deep-rooted punctures

Time I lost, time that escaped me

Empty the holes in my wallet

As I’m tearing at my sockets

Proliferating thoughts of the mind 

Whether intertwined with flickered 

Lights and revelations or meaningful places

I still get lonely, I still feel unusual

My heart’s been broke in two

Yeah I learned as a typical

Storing them like a million little lockets

I know the fear

I am the feared 

I crave the sensational

Inspiration is the icing on the cake

You’re the pull to my aching

The heart’s the sweet craving

The pain a path so deeply un

To be revered, I didn’t volunteer

Shake the ashes from the leaves

Of the tree and repeat the descension 

Oh did I mention, she rigors for desire

She inhales fire, she breathes smoke

Can’t see her but 

Don’t stand close, you might choke

As the me cowards 

?WHAT AM I DOING

Got no plans, got no 

I’m too weak, I’m too naive

Can’t make friends

Only animals like me

Can’t keep a lover

Parents don’t understand

No one to run to

I want playmates

Can’t grow up, can’t escape

Battle of the spirit and the ego

Maybe I know myself too much

Could I be the test subject?

I am alien in this plane of existence

I need balance, I need relationships,

Creative, thoughtful, logical, egoistic

There’s a fine line between 

I’m so bipolar, I’m so 

I will find my way somehow

IT POURS/DRIPS

Knowledge drips in the glass

Just take a sip

And gulp it down

Drinking red

Drinking red

Let it flow

Spill it out

Open the depths 

Of the gates

Let it flow from the beating

From the blood of my heart

Let it flood the streets

Let it sweep the people

Let it feed the soil

And crash the cities

Spilling reds

Spilling reds

The harder you swim

Against the current of evasion

The more turbulence is met

And the worse water stings

Bleeding lips

Bleeding lips

FOR THE LIFE OF ME

Am I vanishing?

As time passes away from me

Another day coming

Anticipating another crash

If I can’t reign in myself

Am I even meant to lead?

My body may be present 

But I can’t seem to find my mind

For the life of me

Electrons charged to burn

So positively disrupted, electro-magnetically

Bursting at the seams in negativity

Spilling in ambiguity

Another 20-something year old

Imprisoned in the peril of my past

Desperately reaching for my future

Stupefied, mystified 

For the life of me

She jumps through all the possibilities

Seeking the next best reality

Hardly ever in the moment

They say time don’t pass

When you haven’t found now

I may be blurred in 

Even quite erratic

One thing I know is I’m free

From attachments

Floating in circles

Can’t shake these cyclical hurdles

For the life of me

Crushed and rooted is my soul

Birthing foreign versions of I

Sailing waves of phases

Keeping my stances as I’m feeling 

Synchronized with my shifting psyches

Can’t seem to touch the ground

For the life of me

My body may be present

But I can’t seem to find my mind

For the life of me

Spirit revealing to me

N O S T A L G I A

DEAR FRIENDS

To all my dear friends from my memories

I still think about you

I will always love you

I think about all our times spent

The joys we made together

The experiences we found

The moments we shared

To forget I wouldn’t dare

You will always be with me

Even if you don’t see me

I smile for elated us

Just feel the laughter we

Had foolish and goofy

And chuckle and reminisce what was

Close to home, never distant

So we can relish in sweet memory

Feeling as if I’m smiling with you

I dedicate this to you

Never to be lost in time

Held dearly in my heart

Oooooohh 

Set my soul on fire

Make me feel alive 

Open the gates

Let it pour out 

Hit the green light

Flying with the fairies 

Glitter, ponies and pixiedust

House made of foliage

Mounted to my Pegasus

Destined to reach all my wishes

Blowing with the genies

Showing me my magic

Waltzing in greener pastures

Fancying my dreams

“Can I 

I said “excuse me while I"

Free the giants from capture

Hunt with the pirates

Drudged the jungle 

Dug my grave to find it

Unlocked my chest

Sparkly, dazzling riches

Floating with the legendaries

Soaring with the dragons

Dancing with the stars

Striking with the luminaries

Sprinkle this magic/dust

Figment of your imagination

The way you stare at me got me feeling like an she’s too cheerful, she’s an 

Like an enigma

Hippie

Musketeer, mountaineer

I take on new frontiers

L O V I N G   S E N S A T I O N S

*Hold me When I’m Weak

Don’t want to hang on any longer

Take me under your spell

We’re not getting any younger

You know exactly who you are

Pull me under hypnosis 

When your eyes locked on mine

It was a gesture which can never be broken

Distracted from myself

IT’S YOU

I see it in your eyes

Raging desire, 

Star-driven, 

Baby you’re a 

Human, amphibian, astro-figure

The perfect infliction

 creature of seduction

YOU CHOOSE

All I ask is that you

Stay with me

Come and dive into a world that you wouldn’t believe

Only if you saw it with your eyes

Would you come stargaze with me

Feel the cool breeze through the leaves

Understand if you wanna be my man

I can’t be put in confined 

Protected for my own good

I don’t need saving just a replica of me

Unseen territory, A New Haven

Domination Personified

N A T U R E  &  T R U T H

When they wipe out half the flora and fauna

And no one bats an eye

The squeaking crows

Despite being so invested in their forest

Don’t make a gawk

And so the invaders move in further

Told I should just marry rich

I lost my mind and I don’t want it back

Maybe all those love stories

Were another slip in the crack

Were all concerned with the image in the mirror

All I ever wanted was to belong

All I ever wanted was to belong

To belong here

To belong

With the spirit of the horse

The weight of an air balloon

The magic of a rainbow

And the strength of the dreamcatcher

WHERE IS MY MIND?

I lost it this time

Something ain’t right

I think I found the key

But this ain’t really me

Even though I’m searching

I’m projecting destiny

The air’s too heavy

It’s getting hard to breathe

We’re rotting, we got diabetes

I am plastic, I am poison

Like a slow killer

Infecting the flesh

Eventually reaching the bones

To shatter the foundation

Shots and lab-grown food

That don’t put me in the mood

Tarnished soils

Expunged oils

Extracted material

Cramped critters

Screeches and moans of madness

Do you hear the sirens

Hunting the critically endangered

And the ones just surviving

HYPOCRITIC

My cars faster, yours is too old

I have more friends, you’re all alone

I've booked another cruise

My table is I’m so rich

My house is bigger, 

Preach God every Sunday

Keep those hands to yourself

I don’t want to change this

Sorry I won’t stop because 

you can’t comprehend this

We sell ice cream, chicken wings, everything

Come choose your flavor

These shoes are on sale

Are you 

Would you like insurance?

It’s only 

What do you want to watch?

I’m thinking netflix, Hulu and pornhub, red tube

TIME TICKS

Running running running, you can’t lose me 

Running running running, you won’t find me

Running running running, there’s no hiding

I’ll spin you down, down, down

I’m ready to chase

I’m ready to race

MIRRORS

See the image in the mirror

Look fear in the eye, let it all hang out

Crack open the core, let it air out

Let your imagination run wild and free

I need to face myself, breath it into being

Follow your heart, trust your intuition

Believe in yourself, follow your dreams

Live in your truth, and they’re already yours

Heed to the wisdom this world has to offer

Receive all the fruits mother earth be giftin

If you plant the right seeds, you can prosper

Flick the spark and let’s guide the way

No one’s gonna lead you, it’s up to you

Face the darkness within you

Only you scare the monsters

Let your conscious expand

To paint the world as your canvas

Charge your solar for courage

To light a path for others to see

Don’t you see

With every little move we make

Every single step we take

The universe is watching

You best believe that

Those with new mindsets

Are stronger than ever

Designing other timelines

I just want to make sure

That I give back to this world

More than what I took

What I stand for

Will stay with young minds

Sending out butterflies

To emerge beautiful as ever

C O L L E C T I V E    P O W E R

*DANGEROUS ANIMAL

RECLAMATION

Don’t look down if you’re afraid of heights

Taste the rhythm on your tongue

See the groove up in the sky

If I saw the devil I’d say

You’ve been looking for a fight

O food in our bellies, we grumble

We stomp the ground

We rumble, shake it

Fauna comes to warn us

The thunder, we break it

Lightning in our bones

Strike with precision

Sniper locks eyes on the enemy

Never fake it

Don’t look down if you’re afraid of heights

DIRECTIONS

Done, reclaiming our attention

I am here for one reason only

A high purpose, there is no question

Welcome in what we anticipating

I been seeing visions of light

Invite spirits to take control of my creations

I can hear the echoes in the wind

Heart beats deep, there’s no retaining

Let my feet stomp and my body shake

Let my light dance and this music quake

Feel my body rumbling in my soul today

Fuse my psyche to my role, beaming sunrays

Coo coo in come the breezes

Saying we, we want changing

All we wanted was a little saving

Done, said we’ve had enough

We’re choosing new directions

IT’S OURS

Victory’s on the horizon

Chanting the forgotten stories

Teaching the remaining

We got anthem in our veins

Rhythm in our blood

Freedom in our wings

Moving at twilight

Victory’s on the horizon

The birds tweet in time

A beat perfectly synchronized

Perfectly placed in time

Fluttering along the rift’s temp

Flowing through the breezes

Done, said we’ve had enough

Taking back direction

Anticipation

Time’s almost up

We’ve got our cavalry

We’ve got our blazing knights

And endless armory

We are marching near

Stealing back the reins they tried to steal

Stretching our wings

Victory is in the horizon

ANGER

Redemption

This little lady don’t forget a thing

If you wronged me in the past

You know you gon feel a sting

If it’s knocking on your door

You feel tappin on your shouldea

You hear the tone in your brain

You can’t ignore the ringing             

When the thunder rumblin

We just gon let it rain

If it’s hauntin in your sleep

If you see my smile in the peeps

If you hear my words in the whispers

If it’s yankin in your thoughts

If it’s aching in your heart

If you feel a loss from your keep

Don’t beat yourself up

Just learn from the mistake

You don’t know the future

What you find in others,

You don’t underestimate

With every rejection I come back

Better, brighter, wiser, higher