Venging

Ain't

This ain't love, this ain't love, this ain't love

Tell me, why do you expect me to please?

You’re just traitor, a fool’s errand

Your heart so closed from me

You get a kick out of bringing me this hurt

Running me down spinning my heart around

Lonely in this wilderness of love

Can’t see my way out

This ain't love, this ain't love, this ain't love

This can't be love

With how you treat me

Losing faith in anything we were

Was it even real?

Confused in this emptiness

Still you’re in the shadows hidden from yourself

Can’t trust in us no more

In the end you’ll find this is what love once was

In the morning you can view your empty bed 

Because you missed your chance

This ain't love, this ain't love, this ain't love

This won't be love

I gave you one too many chances

And you know you didn’t deserve as many as I gave

And now I take

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Through With You

I mean, you had me falling in reverse

Gave you all that I ever was

Still you stuck on through like glue to my chest

Why I can’t I get a breakthrough from you

Why can’t you leave me a clue

Mental pictures of you jumping all through my head

Until I decided I’m through with you

Won’t hang onto you no more

I let you go

See I won't carry the load no more

See I don't like you but know I loved you

Key word I loved you

Justice don’t mess around

The echoes of my heart

Now you’re slipping through the cracks I chiseled out for you

Tried to free myself from you

But you kept yanking and pulling my blues

Couldn't shake you from my cuffs

Remove the scrolls written in my mind

It’s my turn to glow

Filled my body with your sorrows

No I won’t carry the load no more

You can reap just what you sowed

This whole time I was waiting on the line

For you to pick up the phone and call

Reach for your heart

Fulfill all your dark sides

Because we were one of a kind

Hacker, gaslighting

Narcissist, liar, coward

Cryptic wizard, spy, spellworker

Gossiper, worry wart, energy abuser

Joker, septic mirrorer, confuser

Tarnished soul, autopiloted mold

This is my revenge

Don't worry, I can take the lead

Take charge and be the woah-man

On all fronts, you leave me no choice

You're a loser, a psycho, a FREEK like me

Miss out on the sweets, salt overtaking me

You've been running yourself around town

Inviting strangers into your physicality

Sharing sacred energy with zapped frequencies

Searching for me in the crowds of folly

Average minds, uninspired kinds

Dull, commonplace

Faceless

Are you content with the void routine

Do you recognize the person in the mirror

Or do you feel the Alien vessel inside

I close the door on you

I'LL DO IT ALL ON MY OWN. BE THE QUEEN AND THE KING. THE EMPRESS AND THE EMPEROR. CO-OWNER OF THIS EMPIRE, DELIVERING THE THRONE ALL ON MY OWN.